Dreaming

Muddy Water

*A note before you read this. After doing an audit of my blog in 2022, I have decided to leave content that speaks to the Christian I was at the time this was written. I no longer identify as Christian (and haven’t for a very long time.) I chose to leave these posts because it is who I was then … Read More

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Micro-dreaming

Dream 1. (note: I drive an old beater 1994 gray Lincoln Continental, Phil has been a 2000 Chevy Prizm) So. The dream is, I’m driving my Lincoln. I pull up at my destination, pop the trunk, and get out. Someone is driving by slowly, it’s someone I know, and they say, “Wow. How on earth did you do that?” “Do … Read More

Another Weird Dream

My head was severed, decapitated throughout the whole dream. At first, I was in pain. I don’t know how it happened, I only know I didn’t want to have a severed head. There was a little blood, but if I put my head back on right and held my neck still for a few minutes, the blood would clot and … Read More

Second Quetzalcoal Dream

Two nights ago I had another Quetzalcoatl dream. December 8th. It was my job to crack open the delicate ceramic greenware. They were large Christian crosses, but not so large I couldn’t hold them. Maybe 2 ½ x 2 feet. They looked like a combination of these two crosses: They had the shape of the first, but the design of … Read More

Quetzalcoatl. Again.

I had a dream about Quetzalcoatl, the Aztec god of intelligence, self-reflection, and creation July 1st. On Twitter today, Donna Shepherd linked to a new crop circle found at Etchillhampton Hill and I read this: Close parallels between Christian and Mayan symbolism The new crop picture from Etchilhampton Hill shows clear Christian symbolism—“there will be signs on the Earth”—but also … Read More

Quetzalcoatl Dream

I had a dream last night. I was shot in the head. The bullet entered the top/back of my head and exited near the start of my spine on my neck. But I didn’t die, I turned into a slow-version of myself, walking like a zombie. Then I saw Quetzalcoatl, the Aztec god of intelligence, self-reflection, and creation and said, … Read More

Project Lifebook Part III

Part IPart II Lifebooks aren’t just for adults. I didn’t know that at first. The kids were running around like banshees, ahem, nice little children when they realized the adults were having a pretty darn good time making something. All at once, a chorus of “I wanna make one. I wanna make one. I wanna make one,” and “Oooh, can … Read More

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Project Lifebook Part II

Yesterday we talked about the general idea of a LifeBook. Today, we’ll dive into specifics. Tabs/Divider Pages Thinking of the roles I take on in life inspired the tabs I created. Since this is such a personal journal, you could include anything you want. I’ll give you my initial list and then talk more about other ideas. Prayer journalDaughter of … Read More

Project Lifebook

I decided to embark upon a new project: Lifebook What’s a lifebook? I have no clue. Something I made up. A journal with oompf. A diary with pizazz. A planner, if you so choose, with meaning. I was so tired of the same planners, the same blank journals, none of them ever fit my personality. As Jen so aptly described … Read More

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The Finale or A New Beginning?

*A note before you read this. After doing an audit of my blog in 2022, I have decided to leave content that speaks to the Christian I was at the time this was written. I no longer identify as Christian (and haven’t for a very long time.) I chose to leave these posts because it is who I was then … Read More

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