I’m so Bad Sometimes–Makes It Hard to be a “Good Christian”

*A note before you read this. After doing an audit of my blog in 2022, I have decided to leave content that speaks to the Christian I was at the time this was written. I no longer identify as Christian (and haven’t for a very long time.) I chose to leave these posts because it is who I was then and it is important to me to be honest and true with every iteration and evolution of self that I experience. I may decide to add comments to the end of posts like this as well

Things I’ve been known to do, or think, or want really, really bad to do.

  • I drop the F-bomb.
  • I wish stupid people would go live on their own planet and breed merrily–far, far away from me.
  • I wonder how some people get by.
  • I want to send the secrets I know about people who have betrayed me to PostSecret. (This is like #1 on my list. You should see the postcards I have made in my head)
  • I wish I could stab people with a fork who make slurpy, smacking noises when they eat.
  • And yeah I want to slap people who are on Nanny 911 and have their kids on leashes.

All that adds up to a recipe for a “bad Christian” but I’m not perfect and I don’t know how to be even though I’m a perfectionist with OCD tendencies and I drive myself freaking crazy sometimes.

That’s all. Just had to get that out.

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5 thoughts on “I’m so Bad Sometimes–Makes It Hard to be a “Good Christian””

  1. I am happy you let all that out..now don’t you feel better?..This has nothing to do with being a good Christian..You are human and remember God made you..I always laugh and chat with the Almighty, “Hey, I am trying, but do you see what I am up against”?
    Then, I look at myself and boy, that straightens me right out in a hurry..so you see, you are not alone..

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  2. LOVE postsecret. keeps me connected to a lot of pple I don’t normally think about, ya know?

    I”m so glad we don’t have to be GOOD enough. just believe. (but I know what you mean…)

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  3. /waves back
    Hi babydoll!
    I would love to take this opportunity to volunteer to be your own, personal Post Secret. You get those postcards together and I will make a special Post Secret Blog post of my own, and I’ll add in a few myself.
    I have no shame!
    🙂

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