Dreaming

Dream-Warrior Angels

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Fasting {Weeks 11-12}

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Insecurity, Trucks, Planes, Trains, and Labyrinths

Dream last night. I was at a party in Florida taking pics. I took a bunch of the people there and someone asked me how long it would be until they would see them and I told them a few days. We were all sitting outside and the sun started setting. I pointed to it and told this guy I … Read More

Sushi and guns

My dream last night: We were looking for this guy (don’t know who the “we” consisted of or who the guy was.) There were three or four of us driving around in our cars looking for him.  I saw his car at a fast food restaurant and squealed my tires turning in. I jumped out and went in. I had to go … Read More

Nuclear Bomb

So yesterday we went to our former house, at Phil’s former employer’s property and took out the last of our belongings. We went to my brother’s to get his truck/trailer to remove the back yard construction debris from that lean-to that we tore down. We stopped at the store (I finally got some wine!!) and headed home. I drank a … Read More

God Demands My Attention

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Bleach Cleaning and Cthulhu Weddings

The dream: Phil and I were in his work pick-up, driving to my mom’s house. She was selling the house and we had to help clean it. We drove through the old neighborhood and things looked kind of run down. We pulled in and parked. My brother’s big black pickup was on our right and my cousin, Andrew was standing … Read More

Cocaine

Here’s the doozy of a dream I had last night.  I’m working on interpreting it. On first glance, I’m pretty sure it has to do with the series I’m writing on Growing Up Dysfunctional. Which is why I’m documenting it here. The Dream: I was with three people I could trust but I can’t recall who they were. We were … Read More

Apocalypse Hibiscus

I dreamed last night of an apocalypse. Dark and grey and lonely. But I nurtured my hibiscus plant and it bloomed fragile white flowers against the gloomy, sad backdrop of nothingness and it grew taller than me. People tried to steal it and take it, but it wasn’t theirs to take.

Day 3–The Dreamer

*A note before you read this. After doing an audit of my blog in 2022, I have decided to leave content that speaks to the Christian I was at the time this was written. I no longer identify as Christian (and haven’t for a very long time.) I chose to leave these posts because it is who I was then … Read More

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